beautifuldirtybitch

2009-10-10T23:47:00.001-07:00

watch this space, something new's gna come your way. <:

FLEA TITANS

2009-08-22T09:43:00.000-07:00

i know this space is rather dead but.............

no boundaries

2009-07-31T06:30:00.000-07:00

SO. this space has been rather dead for abit. picking up where i left off, i ended up meeting the girls AND going for eden's party. out of which the latter was nothing short of wickedly awesome fun. i call party of the year so far? shiiiit. brought lou, dira, jac and melT along and i must say it was quite an eye-opener. the past week or so has been nothing short of a roller coaster, from stress about deadlines & presentations to immense joy over results and ... so far a straight A student for essgra, maintaining a B+ for GDF and getting an effin' B ang for effin' journalism.i want a overnight study session @ my place soon plsthx.

i think it's adorable how you're so clueless all the time.

every step you climb another mountain

2009-07-23T10:47:00.000-07:00

I AM DONE W ALL MY PROJECTS!!!!@#@!$%$#%&@$*^&$%*)@#
can you hear the angels singing their sweet praises?
oh thank you thank you thank you.
supposed to have dinner with the girls but with the party coming up on saturday, i can't believe i'm considering not going for dinner.
i don't know if you're gonna be reading this but, it's gonna be shit awkward with you there and i really haven't partied in the longest time.
i need to relieve some tension and i'm just so tired i wanna just go home and sleep after school.
but... cindy, fari &, dira. )):
ugh, decisions, decisions.

no surprise

2009-07-22T08:45:00.000-07:00

i am so tired i think my brain might just fall out, seriously.
skipped out on medsoc lect to rush our marketing which is 95% done, thank god.
hopefully, eden finishes his medsoc bit by 6am tmr, so i can get up early and finish the editing.
after which, i can breathe and b/s my J1 IWA3.
speaking of which, what the hell am i supposed to write about!!?!

i just did my peer evaluations, R.I.P fool.

also, BIG SHOUTOUT TO GREY HOODIE BOY FROM THE LIBRARY (7TH FLOOR) YESTERDAY, will you please take bus 3 at 11am tmr and smile and wave, thanks :D

do you remember when we used to skip our classes?

2009-07-19T10:51:00.000-07:00

oh looky, i'm making the face, flame me now bitches, flame me now! i h8 my projects but since i'm done with my part of the project, i shall have a mini photospam for ya'll! :D The Platform Gap's gig @ FatMedia Studios, 20.07.09

it was cool to see the boys after what seems like forever, fari bby too. meetup with the girls this friday!! town w loulou, joan and maybe raquel tmr.oh and did i mention? my medsoc grp's gonna be in th TP Library chionging our project after lectures on tuesday, SANS EDEN, because it's the stupid boi's birthday. let's all pray we get it done yeah.
i like blue eyeliner.

air traffic

2009-07-18T23:25:00.000-07:00

i'm too busy to give a proper update with photos and whatnot so i'll just give you a list of assignments i've got due.

CMMarketing GWA
CMMarketing GWA (PPT)
Journalism IWA3
MedSoc GWA
EssGra GWA
GDF IWA3

Ju and I stayed up til 2+, 3 this morning trying to do as much of marketing as we could because we seem to be the only 2 freaking out about it. I mean ya we didn't send out a mass message for a group meeting or anything but must we always be the ones initiating it? Like seriously, it's getting so tiring. We've got 6 people in the group, and I won't name names, but come on man people. You barely do anything and even when you do do something, we have to heavily edit it or redo everything cos you did it all wrong? This is no joke, you may be willing to sacrifice your grade but I definitely am not.

This is uncool and I'm very unhappy.

ihaveaheadache@ihatedeadlines.com

2009-07-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

pls excuse Ju's orgasmic face. threadless tees make her very happy.
anw, finally met up with Louise after not seeing her for like, what? 6 years now? bloody shit she's like wayyyy taller than me now. unfairness ttm. stuffed my face silly with sashimi but somehow it doesn't feel as awesome as the one at ehub? i think deadlines are being insane like seriously i'm getting tremendous headaches every day from doing all the work. not cool. i really fully intend to bullshit all my surveys for journalism because frankly, 7 days is crazy, what with all the due dates we've got lined up.
and for all those people who're about to cave in, whatever your goal may be:
"don't let today's weakness ruin tomorrow's dream."

meow, she's fiesty.

2009-07-10T07:38:00.000-07:00

hi bby, you know that, whatever you decide, you're amazing in my eyes. (:
and it doesn't matter, as long as the decisions make you happy.

so anw, i thought i would be liberated for a bit but apparently not, i've got another bloody assignment due next friday, Journalism GWA3, and we just handed in our GWA2 not too long ago. i'm doubting my marketing journals' ability to secure another B, maybe a C+? which basically leaves me with mugging my ass off for the semester test which I hopefully get a mofacking A for. ugh.
I also don't know what I did but my lower back is absolutely killing me, I can't bend down. I smell like a 60 yr old grandma cos i've been using the eu yan sang medicated plaster thing and this is really not helping my currently agitated state.

it's a friday night and instead of TGIF, what am I gonna do?

study...FML.

sen-fucking-sational

2009-07-08T00:51:00.000-07:00

so..... PerCom for speaker's series was... uncomfortable. BUT, had fun photospamming w th girls. in school right now waiting for medsoc lecture to start at 4 cos we ended GDF insanely early. like more than an hour early, early. can you spot the photo with the happiest face? HEHEHE. I would give you a longass story about how speaker's series went, but i won't because i'm not that ghey and it really isn't all that interesting unless you're a media junkie.

spin round once and crash

2009-07-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

i just finished my GDF poster, for the 5th time - yes, i'm anal like that. must say i'm rather satisfied, feel a lot better about this version that its predecessors! (:i've only done 2 out of 4 marketing journals and i'm completely sucked dry of ideas. not cool, really NOT COOL.
i started this post more than an hour ago, and promptly forgot about it. oops. sorry juju. hahahahahaha. anw, speaker's series tmr, exciting? mehhh not really i'm torn between what to wear really. sigh. per-com attire, not cool.

I giggled when you msned me, this has got to motherfucking stop.

door slams; cigarettes

2009-07-03T10:02:00.000-07:00

quiet moments alone, staring out onto the empty street, with amie miriello playing in the background.
watching the smoky tendrils fade into the night's darkness, sends me into a peaceful dream-like state.
where everything's good, everything's great and i am completely fine.i blank out and it feels good, god it feels so good.
i'm starting to get very grumpy. lack of sleep or am i just getting sick of everything? i'm too young to see the world through such cycnical eyes. nothing seems good enough, all my work i do seems lackluster in one way or another. i have no confidence, even in my best subject - essgra. i so desperately need an A for the next assignment, and i'm starting to panic. am i expecting too much for myself? it's photoshop dammit, my niche, i'm supposed to feel comfortable. instead, i feel inadequate and keep questioning my ability to get an A. my dream of a getting a Z for it seems to be getting further and further. i see so many other people who are so much better than i am, and my confidence is slowly reaching rock bottom. :/

i would like a new phone plsthx

2009-07-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

hot makeout sessions in the back of a limousine. definitely on my list of top 10 hottest fantasies ever.i have, honest to goodness, never entered an online competition before, fingers crossed for this one! what dyou think about my attempt? :O I think I'm quite addicted to music, I mean who isn't right. But I can't function without music, I feel handicapped a lot of the time. Even better if my phone's got music, saves me having to carry my mp3 player around.
eden's finished 2 journal entries and i've yet to start on one, i am so screwed.

Shake up with Nokia Comes With Music!

bookworms and whatnot

2009-07-01T10:31:00.000-07:00

3 cheers for late nights that're actually productive!timecheck: 1:01AM and here's a list of what I had to do, including assignments we've got due next week:~~MedSoc Notetaking - PG34-37~~
~~GDF Assignment 2 - NDP Poster (A3)EssGra Assignment 2 - Altered Perception (3 or more images)~~CMMarketing Assignment 2 - Journal 5, 6, 7, 8
there goes my 12 hours of catch-up sleep, and I can wave goodbye to my weekend. sigh. I feel so lost about marketing, it's not even funny. I need a map, a compass, and a fking GPS thingamabob. Granted, I got a B for the last set of journals, but that's nowhere near good enough. I need to start getting more As and stop settling for Bs.
i. am. so. tired.

tread carefully, love

2009-06-30T09:47:00.000-07:00

everything has more than one side to it, look before you speak.nothing is one-dimensional. as you grow older, you realize how ugly the world really is. you aren't as oblivious to your surroundings, as you once were. you come to see the flaws in the world, cynicism is unavoidable and passiveness is just a coping mechanism. if i clung onto every single detail as i did in the past, i would explode. and it wouldn't be pretty. but you know that you're not alone, that everyone has their issues, and you're just thankful you have your friends to get you through it. to make you forget about it all, even if it's just for a split second. they give you that moment of sanity, where everything suddenly makes sense.

and i should caution you darling, word gets around. the walls do have eyes and ears.

when i see you walking down the street

2009-06-27T11:29:00.000-07:00

flea titan today was an almost, but not complete, bust. not as crowded as expected but still enough to induce claustrophobic throat-closing. i sincerely dislike crowds. crowds're not cool man, not at all.
had dinner w fari bby, hehe i've missed her. and it amazes me how immature JC kids are. i mean, dude, seriously, get a life. go buyalife.com and get one. -.-
3 confirmed cases of H1N1 in biz so far. fingers crossed that school gets closed! assignment deadlines are drawing closer and i'm still floating around as if i've got months to go. term 1 results weren't terrible, but they weren't exactly fantastic either. desperately need to work harder and start giving a shit about my IWAs. even if i do loathe journalism with a fiery passion at the moment. and i cannot wait for photography module next sem. in fact, i can't wait for next sem. no. more. newswriting.
funny how almost nothing goes as planned eh?

it's all good

2009-06-25T10:11:00.000-07:00

I finally got my first A, and for ESSGRA! I've printed out my MDA letter, it's ready for submission.I've got more than a rough idea for my NDP poster.and mummy looked so much better tday. TTSH is da bomb!
everything seems to be falling into place, i am a happy, happy girl.

victory never tasted so sweet

2009-06-24T10:06:00.000-07:00

very proud to say that colorful day yesterday was an epic SUCCESS! CMM FRESHIES '09 FTW BEETCH.

went all bob marley with a tiedye top and my new bandage skirt. so glad that 95% of the course got into the spirit and colored it up. I show real disdain for people who don't make an effort to join in. I mean, is it so hard to throw on a tee that isn't black, white or brown? You couldn't find anything, or you didn't even try and find something hmm? Not as if we got to know about it the day before or anything, we had 2 weeks' notice and you can still not find a simple coloured shirt? nobody's asking you to pull an estrop (omfg th hat, like, are you fo' real?) or to be as enthu as porter etc, NOT ASKING YOU TO CUT OFF AN ARM NOW AM I?

that aside, went to meet fairy, roxy and glo for SASHIMI. oh god sashimi is so effin' good. did a lot of catching up and wow, JC is so stressful. Mmm... I really want chawanmushi right now. and apparently my choice to go on a no-carb diet is funny enough to attract 38 comments ya? helios lochness monsta fierce only.

OH YA, and like, HELLO PICTURE SPAM!!

the end.

summer hair = forever young

2009-06-21T04:29:00.000-07:00

i am so excited for school to start again, growing sick of the holidays. I sincerely prefer having school to lazing about at home and being penniless.

school = money + friends + fresh air

yupp, sounds good to me. can't wait to see everyone again, and i mean everyone. that whole feeling of walking through school and seeing familiar faces just feels awesome, somehow. (hot people are a bonus) and fleat titan's coming up so, major bonus for that!! :D

on a side note, what the hell is up with the weather? rainy season plsplspls hurry up and come i am so sick of perspiring for no reason this is so retarded. i think i should get a new hoodie.

je veux te voir

2009-06-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

so, picnic yesterday, ended up arriving late cos of th bipolar father, that's the whole group that went, but not everyone could make it. kenzi and deb cldn't come. alisha and cheryl too. ): but oh well, still had fun!! :D

white is a very forgiving colour, me likes. teehee, so excited for school to start now, colourful day on tuesday!! but but but, mellz is gnna miss it cos of his trip to manila. ): stupid H1N1 shit, so ghey.

hi dira, hi cindy, hi fari, hi esha, hi sam, hi mich,

i miss ya'll. ):

i am not amused.

2009-06-18T20:37:00.000-07:00

th tp student portal isn't working so...
i got up early today, FOR FUCK?
my dad won't let me go for the picnic so...
i stayed home all week, FOR FUCK?
apparently i should stay home and be productive so...
i finished up my MDA letter, FOR FUCK?
i just snapped at him and hung up on him so...
i've held my tongue so much, FOR FUCK?

shit like this always happens, which leads me to think, why bother?
life's fucked up anyway. and don't say it's cool cos i've got friends cos i can't even meet them so what is the goddamn point? seriously, i'm alive, but.... FOR FUCK?!

i have to be back by 8fucking30. i have no social life.

fml.

oh heyheyhey

2009-06-17T09:09:00.000-07:00

i really need to party. like really really need to let loose. i'm so stressed out, my muscles are beyond tensed up and i'm feeling so lethargic all the time. but, thankfully, I FINISHED MY MDA COMPLAINT LETTER. all is right with the world.

i sincerely think anyone who keeps going "oh but i'm part angmoh" should go buy themselves a life. BIG DEAL. so, you're mixed, that's nice, good, stop hanging out with your dad 24/7. and how do you spend 18 years in Singapore, and not know how to use chopsticks? you creepy online psycho.

why stir shit, whyyyyyyyyy?

i'm drowning in a sea of words

2009-06-16T08:27:00.000-07:00

4 hours and 856 words later, I'm still not done with my medsoc IWA. and honestly, i'm too annoyed to think of anything else to write. so, i'm gonna leave it for tomorrow. hopefully, i'll complete it then. why in all things good and holy did you pick suck fantastic topic to write about kim? WHY. you have no authoritative figures to quote, none, nada, noone. ugh, FRUSTRATING.

i need money, i need a job.

pixie dust for the millions

2009-06-15T09:22:00.000-07:00

i am so looking forward to friday, PICNIC WOOOOO!!

be prepared for an epic photospam on saturday ;D

timecheck: 12:13AM

and i'm pigging out on hokkien mee!!? omg no wonder you're gaining weight like nobody's business kim. good lord. these midnight snacks/meals have got to stop. but but but, FOOD, glorious food! i totally live to eat man, TOTALLY. oh andrew's back!! weirdo had BAT and RAT curry. omfg can you say gross x 10000000000000000? ew ew ew ew ew!! RAT. ew. bats, fine, be adventurous, but RATS!!?!?!
i'm telling you all this while eating hokkien mee. i am awesome.

and, omg, ________ and __________ are so cute!! officially my new favourite couple, totally nearly melted into a puddle just now. also, i should probably go collect my new specs soon, it's like collecting dust at the store.

I WILL FINISH MY MEDSOC IWA TMR.

i've been thinking about changing my mind

2009-06-14T04:02:00.000-07:00

everything's getting tragically mundane, freedom is so close, yet just out of my grasp.

went shopping with fari, esha, mae and dira on friday, mondo yay for my purchases! a belt, a skirt, a top and a pair of shoes - all for $60! ultimate budget hunters much? haggling and bargaining is wicked awesome stuff. almost got extensions done, the coloured kind, in hot pink, but decided against it. for now anyways.
school's starting in a week, excited but dreading it as well, because it just means the deadline for our 2000-word MDA letter is drawing closer. colourful day's coming up, and so's the picnic at sentosa!!
hoping, and praying, that everything'll be alright by Friday, I'd hate to have to give the picnic a miss. ):

[EDIT] my mum is on skype w my brother, gossiping abt me frm th hospital. they are apparently unaware that my brother's voice is equivalent to a loud hailer and that the speakers outside are on full volume. FML or epicly cool? you decide.[/EDIT]

too much, too soon, hold on for a sec, let's go back.

EH, HELLO, WELCOME T MAH BLOG.

2009-06-13T07:50:00.000-07:00

hi, mae and dira are here to help me say HI THIS IS MAH NEW BLOG, BEETCH.
just moved over from railwayromance.lj, don't worry, th eljay's still alive, but for more private posts (:
hehe, EGGCITING!!